Sunday's are a day of relaxation but in my case it is just another hectic day with my boys. I must say they definitely keep me going ALL the time. Being a mommy of two is A LOT of work but a job I wouldn't trade for anything. Steve has been gone since Friday doing some sort of driving job. I personally think that these trips he takes are a little ridiculous and it just gives him a reason to stay in the music "scene". He gets to go hang out, see his friends, make new friends, be social, etc. I guess I can't complain about it though since he is getting paid for it. Maybe I'm a little resentful because I don't have a social life and I don't go anywhere without my kids. I don't have the luxury to just pack up and go away for weekends at a time.The person it hurts the worst is Aiden and that makes me upset. The sad part is... WE (as a family) don't ever take a weekend to go out and do something. I think that's the part that gets me the worst. OH WELL.
I can't believe it's been almost 4 weeks since Brody was born. He's such a good baby and I've got him figured out! He's an every 4 hour eater and he sleeps so good. I can get a pretty decent 8 hour nights sleep. I really can't complain. During the day it gets a little crazy with trying to accommodate both boys and what they want but it's getting easier.
It's already August tomorrow which means I have a month until school starts up again. I'm really exciting about getting these classes out of the way. On the other hand I am not looking forward to how I am going to find people to help me with the boys so I can actually go to class and get work done. I honestly feel like I'm doing this all alone. I always manage to figure things out and this is just another obstacle I'll have to get over.
I'm going to go enjoy my time with my boys.
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