I would sacrifice the world I carry upon my shoulders, only to be part of yours

I guess it is about time I share the news with anyone who hasn't heard it yet. In my last post I mentioned I was going to be going to the doctor and I had a feeling I might be pregnant, well I was correct. I went over last Monday for what was supposed to be a regular check up. They took me to the back room and did my weight and asked me when my last period was and I told them I was about 10 days late. They did a pregnancy test right there and in less than a minute....
2 lines(=positive) . I went home that night really upset because this wasn't what Steve and I had planned at all and I knew he wasn't going to want it.We were working on having our engagement party and doing wedding planning stuff and AFTER we were married we were going to have another little one. I got in the door and sat down and talked to Steve and he was all ready to talk abortion and whatever else and it got me thinking about the whole Aiden situation. When I told him I was pregnant with Aiden I understood his reasoning for wanting to have an abortion because we only together a short time and it was a bad situation... but now, we're engaged, we live together and we want to spend the rest of our lives together so what would be so bad about having the baby now. We have a house, we both have great paying jobs, we're not poor (knock on wood) and things have been going really well. Ultimately after a few days of arguing back and forth and both of us making our valid points we decided we were going to have it. The due date is November 20th and it will be a C-section so it will probably be here sooner.That's a whole year before we get married and still gives us plenty of time for everything. I think everything is going to work out fine and I'm really excited.
I've been feeling really sick the past few weeks and with Aiden I had NO sickness at all. I'm hoping this one is a little girl but I will be happy either way. Steve said he wants to name the baby whether its a boy or a girl since I got to name Aiden.
I also found out that my cousin is pregnant too and we are only a few weeks apart. How exciting is that?!!
So now that everything is good on the home front it makes things a lot easier and stress free. I need to go food shopping tonight but I am always sooooo exhausted when I get home from work so we'll see how that goes. I think I've written enough for today so I'll continue in my next post.

p.s. all my friends who have been super supportive and helpful, I can't thank you enough =)
Jamie, Caitlin, Paige <3