Honesty isn't easy, even if it is only to yourself at times.

It's finally Friday!! I'm working pretty much all weekend but its not bad cause since it's Valentine's day tomorrow I'll probably make really good money. Steve and I dont really have anything planned we're just going to finish moving the final things into the house and then tomorrow night we can finally sleep there!! We'll probably get breakfast tomorrow morning and then exchange gifts =) I haven't had time to get a haircut but I really need one and I thought about getting some extensions. I feel like my hair just stopped growing and I'm really in the mood to have longer hair. I found some really awesome ones at Sally's that I might try out but we'll see! Steve and I really need to get tattooed soon. We were gonna go this weekend but we're busy with things...so maybe for my birthday or just soon!
I'm going to run around today and get last minute gifts. I'm going to get my twin loves little presents for Valentine's Day and I want to get candles and such for the house to make it look cute. I can't wait to have people over to see how the new place looks, oh and we got a sofa bed so sleep overs are a must <3

I wrote this last Valentine's day but i really like it so I'm posting it this year too!
"I can imagine you telling me I look cute in big sunglasses even though I really dont, you would probably say looking like that is okay. Im not really idealistic, I crave fairness, smallness, a thin reality where you and I are very very small people in my room generating blood and warmth and love, I guess, or at least a lot of adoration. I dont want this big fucking thing. I dont even want a valentine, but I'd love it if you would embrace me on the 14th and tell me that you love me and you havent contemplated anyone's anatomy like you do mine"


So I've found a few more things that I would like for my birthday and I though I'd post them in case anyone cared =) . They are all at forever 21!