The roller coaster is starting now...I'm in a pissy mood today. I really want a new job doing something i actually enjoy doing, not just doing it cause it pays well.This job seriously makes me so frustrated and stressed out. I wish Steve would get a better paying job so I didnt have to work so much and I could work a little more than part time and be able to be home more with Aiden.
I'm going to meet with my new therapist on Thursday and I am so ready to just let everything I have been building up.... out. I need to vent and explain everything that is wrong and bothering me and she will understand and have advice for me on what I should/could do and how I can make things better. She's pretty much my last resort. I have nothing after this and I dont know how much longer I can last with out a resolution. I'm like super stressed out all the time and its the worst feeling ever.
I went shopping last night and bought some new clothes which made me happy.I want to have my friends over one night this week but I have no time to even do that because im always working or having to get things done that I cant get done all week. I guess I should stop complaining cause its not really doing anything. I'm going to go right and look for more work to do so I can stop being so bored. Maybe I'll be back to write when i can make more sense of things.
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